Wednesday, June 17

by the way

so, friend D and i have had several conversations where the conclusion was always that we were just friends and that was all. then, monday night when i was at the boulder bar with ranch staff playing pool and sipping pendleton, i get this text from him in the midst of an otherwise friend-only conversation "I'd rather u be here w me." :-P i had to laugh a little when i got that, because i was like 'he seriously just said that.' and then i spoke with him on the phone after arriving back at the ranch later that night, and i think he talked about something like that again, but i was half-tired and half-soused, which leads to a not very functioning christy and i don't really recall what he said. i think he asked me if i missed him. what to do, what to do...